Playing strength versus rating

This came to my mind the other day: I am going to avoid showing rating points in my games from now on. (in the game-blog at chess dot com)
Why? The common chess-player thinks that rating is everything, that players play according to their ratings and that their games are worth that much attention accordingly. That may be the case with players who participate in tournaments on a regular basis, but with those for whom playing more than 9 games during three consecutive months is a rare and extraordinary event, it isn't. In their case, their rating will at some time in the future match the play, but until then there is nothing surprising about it when they perform (well) above the number denoting the actual rating.

I would rated myself a candidate master (2200~2300), while thanks to a busted tournament of Dec-2006 in the country, where I got an incredibly low initial rating, and the invariably low number of tournament games topped up with health reasons, the four-digit number is still nearing 2100 from below.
I already can defeat a few FMs out of the 2300s but still have a long way to go, and even putting aside the conditions mentioned above and in the previous blog entry, I am still far from playing "real chess", having a lot to learn even to be comparable to an IM, nevertheless I love the game and try to make use of the miriads of books I have--that is what I do while others are out playing in tournaments, modifying their ratings.

I started to take the game more seriously in the year of the busted tournament, by beginning to use my books and other instuctional stuff, and have been studying this game ever since without a coach or outside help. I get to a tournament every three months on average, which is not much, to say the least.
That is why I have to say, for me, at least, strength is more important than rating. (If I thought otherwise, I would always be bound to lose to higher-rated players.) I think there are quite a few chess-lovers out who should think about their chess with a similar approach in order to develop it to their potential.

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Playing After Sleepless Nights Far Away From Home

I participated in three individual tournaments from August 20 to September 27, playing 19 games.
Due to the excessive lack of sleep and other unusual conditions, I lost or drew several games to weaker opposition. And most of the losses were after being the first to achieve a "+-" (winning) position.
Let's see what happened.
During the August tournament in the country, I managed to sleep only a total of 4 hours throughout the 3 nights. ..
Then at the middle of September, I was very sick and at the verge of fainting during the first two morning games, after an hour of travelling in a car in the mornings and being compelled to start the games immediately, without time for recreation.
Finally at the end of the same month, sharing a room again with another player, a total of 2 hours of sleep throughout the 2 whole nights had its impacts on my play...
All these circumstances resulted in losing 9 rating points rather than gaining 40-50, which could have been a realistic expectation versus those opponents.

The same happened in a February tournament, also with the nights spent far away from home, with a final result of +0 -4 =0, also against not very good opposition, having to play after 0 (zero/null) hour of sleep.
And in July, the only decent result (27+ rating points, beating a 2300-FM, drawing an IM, etc) had very much to do to the fact that that event, the sole one in this "series", was held in a place that was easily reachable from home in the mornings--I was sleeping at home...
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About floaters in the eye

//This entry is still under development. ( Nov 23, 2007 )

This entry is not related to the topic of the blog, chess. But it is so important for me, that I cannot avoid mentioning it.

The thing is, I have been suffering from a severe eye problem since July 2004. It is called vitreous floaters, which are spots and ... floating in the vitreous gel of the eye.

I used to be a programmer--till I could keep ignoring the floaters, but now they almost completely prevent me from working in front of computer screens, and makes daytime very hard to cope with at other times. (For someone who ... It is something like taking waterglasses, placing forever-living bugs in them and sticking the whole thing to your head for goods, without the least hope of getting rid of them. You ara still able to see it anything but you never know when outside objects get ... by objects in your glass. Can you still ... ? Don't forget--your bugs will be there for ever. How do you feel? )
I already had floaters before 2004, but not of the size and darkness that I have been compelled to live with since then.
It is not an exaggeration, in opp... as many say. There are different kinds and sizes of floaters, and I unfortunately have a clue of that difference...

I am in my early-thirties. By my opthamologist, the cause is said to be myopia (i.e. nearsightedness).
Not any improvement in my eyesight has occurred during these 3.5 years. The situation has only worsened.

My goal with this blog-entry is to get in touch with people in similar situations, who are severe floater-cases, from around the world. (via MSN chats, e-mails, ..., anything)
I am considering only laser-treatment, which is not available in my country, but not vitrectomy.

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